heya.
im using the comp at night.
rare huh.
hmm,
im bored.
and so,
i shall talk crap.
i wish that i can grow up!
so that i can have my own house,
and my room will confirm be full of junk(plus food.)
then i can do whatever i want and that would be freaking awesome.
and i can buy whatever i want also.
SO!
i wanna grow upp.
hahah.
ok.
my hairstyle change again.
actually not really.
my oh-so-famous fringe became non-existent.
meaning it is made up.
as in.its still there but not on my face anymore.
its in the air~
hahah go imagine what it'll look like la.
and i like it,just so you know.
i really really really think that .
my life (and me)sucks.
i mean,
yeah.i dont really wanna do anything now,
my household name is actually 'that idiot',
my mom doesnt mention me without getting angry,
and i have no idea why she got angry for.
and she still hasnt given me my money.
and when i get my money,
i've decided that i shall be selfish for once.
sorry to disappoint you,but i dont feel like giving presents anymore.
maybe im ,whatever.
selfish,greedy,hypocritical?
to heck,i say.
im going to spend every last cent of it on myself.
..thats my urge la.
and ,yeah.
my life is boring so nothing to post about.
i wanna get a piercing.
alot of them,on my ear only.
yeah.
i want to get physical,to stop holding it in,
to scream and bash people's brains out ,
to tell them that i can go crazy too,
my mom's not the only one,
im actually violent in nature,im just holding it all in.
but when i snap,things are gonna get ugly.
expect the colour red.
i'll take something long(and thick)
and break everything apart.
ill bash my whole house down.
thats how frustrated i feel.
hahah,you may be thinking,
'whoa.i know he may be aggresive but this is way too creepy.'
hahahah,just to show you,
a tiny portion of my true self.
XYDON
uses his common sense to navigate this blog
VANILLA TWILIGHT
by Owl City
The stars lean down to kiss you,
But I'll lie awake and miss you.
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me.
I'd send a postcard to you dear,
'Cause I wish you were here.
I'll watch the night turn light blue.
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.
I'll find repose in new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.
When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.
LET 'ER RIP
lets dance to the rhythm
:D addicted to this.
P R O F I L E
me myself and i :D
im currently 13 on 2nd march im in HSC
im damn lonely right now..
im single!except for namchin-in-name,that is.
u hate me ah?then shoo can?
u like me ah?thanks uh. XD
i like moosic!
T H I R T E E N
RANDOM FACTS
RANDOM FACTS
well, i am 13 years old, aren't i?
ONEi wanna get my ear pierced.
TWOim a LAN-goer.
THREEi have serious mood swings
FOURi can make up weird words.
FIVEmoney is air to me.
SIXim deprived of nice clothes.
SEVENim a random person.
EIGHTim a nice guy.
NINEim into Kpop.
TENi hate people touching my stuff.
ELEVENim actually.....very lazy.
TWELVEi want to have freedom.
THIRTEENyou probably know it.i suck.
T O D O L I S T
this should be useful
1.buy lots of CHRISTMAS PRESENTS 2.finish my HOLIDAY HOMEWORK 3.train in my GAMING SKILLS
T A G B O A R D
chatter chatter
3:42 AM - Tuesday, November 24, 2009
6:33 PM - Sunday, November 22, 2009
my life sucks.
like hell.
i keep getting disappointed,with every single thing.
maybe i have high expectations,but i dont.
its not what i expected,i thought it'll turn out right.
but,i just proved myself wrong,
im just a nothing,a no one.
im dust,no one likes me,everyone hates me.
the heartbreak,the disappointment i feel everytime,
its swallowing me into despair.
thinking,what the hell have i done wrong.
is everything just a facade?
everything that i cherish,isnt real?
those i hold dear,betraying me time and again?
i hate,hate hate my life.
back in the days,
it was so innocent,so pure.
now,its corrupted,twisted,
and all we know how to do is to lie our asses off.
our pure feelings during that time all retreated in ourselves,
deep into our hearts.
im know im getting into yet another heartbreaker,
i know im gonna hurt myself again ,
but i just can't stop loving her.
no matter how i try not to,
i just cant.
such is the cruelty of life.
like hell.
i keep getting disappointed,with every single thing.
maybe i have high expectations,but i dont.
its not what i expected,i thought it'll turn out right.
but,i just proved myself wrong,
im just a nothing,a no one.
im dust,no one likes me,everyone hates me.
the heartbreak,the disappointment i feel everytime,
its swallowing me into despair.
thinking,what the hell have i done wrong.
is everything just a facade?
everything that i cherish,isnt real?
those i hold dear,betraying me time and again?
i hate,hate hate my life.
back in the days,
it was so innocent,so pure.
now,its corrupted,twisted,
and all we know how to do is to lie our asses off.
our pure feelings during that time all retreated in ourselves,
deep into our hearts.
im know im getting into yet another heartbreaker,
i know im gonna hurt myself again ,
but i just can't stop loving her.
no matter how i try not to,
i just cant.
such is the cruelty of life.
4:28 PM - Thursday, November 19, 2009
heya!never online for one day liao.
yesterday,my mom was at home so i dont wanna use the comp.
my mom is psycho mental siaokao one.
she always scold us like mad.
so me and my siblings ignore her.
except the pig,my younger sis la.
ok post!
yesterday at 9.50am i had to go for dental checkup.
and my teeth was fineeeee.
hahha so went home and slept agn.
then mom scold scold then go buyy stuff to eat and bring my younger sis to school.
then bring back food,then scold scold again.
then it started to rain.
then cause the rain slept sooo cool,
my mom slept.(yes!)
so i wanted to sleep also.
then half an hour later,my mom woke up.(no!)
and whacked me for not clearing my room.
then she slammed her room door and went to sleep.(yes agn!)
so hypocritical right?
so then she was supposed to fetch the younger sis(pig),
then she was lazy and asked my older sis to fetch.
so badd right?i wanted her to go out so i can use the comp one leh!>.<
so yeah,the moment my sis went out,she woke up (no agn!) and scolded me for not yet clearing my room.
and went down to watvh teevee.
i mean,what the heck?
yeah,its a typical retarded-crap shit day of my shitty crap life.
hahah.
thats why i wanna go out every single day my mom stays at home.
its frustrating!
gahhhhh.
hahah.
so thats all theat happened lo.
yesterday,my mom was at home so i dont wanna use the comp.
my mom is psycho mental siaokao one.
she always scold us like mad.
so me and my siblings ignore her.
except the pig,my younger sis la.
ok post!
yesterday at 9.50am i had to go for dental checkup.
and my teeth was fineeeee.
hahha so went home and slept agn.
then mom scold scold then go buyy stuff to eat and bring my younger sis to school.
then bring back food,then scold scold again.
then it started to rain.
then cause the rain slept sooo cool,
my mom slept.(yes!)
so i wanted to sleep also.
then half an hour later,my mom woke up.(no!)
and whacked me for not clearing my room.
then she slammed her room door and went to sleep.(yes agn!)
so hypocritical right?
so then she was supposed to fetch the younger sis(pig),
then she was lazy and asked my older sis to fetch.
so badd right?i wanted her to go out so i can use the comp one leh!>.<
so yeah,the moment my sis went out,she woke up (no agn!) and scolded me for not yet clearing my room.
and went down to watvh teevee.
i mean,what the heck?
yeah,its a typical retarded-crap shit day of my shitty crap life.
hahah.
thats why i wanna go out every single day my mom stays at home.
its frustrating!
gahhhhh.
hahah.
so thats all theat happened lo.
4:38 PM - Tuesday, November 17, 2009
whaha.
postpost.
i just woke up.bleuhhh.
i just realised that when i talk to people on the phone,i can get ultra random convers.
like this,
EXAMPLE NO. 1
KRING KRING!
me:hello?
calvin:oi xydon ah.
me:yeah what?
calvin:guess what?
me:what?
calvin:the bleach soul carnival right,i perfect the challenge stage leh!
me:wtf you go die la ccb where got so pro one?
calvin:the boss hit me 1 damage only.
me:.......(wtf.)
calvin:ok byebye.
me:um yeah,bye.
not random enough?
EXAMPLE NO.2
KRING KRING!
me:hello?
ahma:didi ahh?ni men ming tian yao chi shen me?
me:AHMA AHH.ERR,WO YAO CHI CHAO TAO KUEH.MEI MEI HER CHEHCHEH YESI YAO CHI.
ahma:orhh.hao la hao la.byebye.
me:byeb-
-toot toot-
me:..bye........
ok thats not random enough.
EXAMPLE NO. 3
KRING KRING!
me:hello?
martin:hello?do you know who am i?
me:(so obvious la!) martin, what do you want?
martin:you hate me isit?
me:(huh.)walao eh how come you suddenly random call people like that one?
martin:u going funfair tmr?
me:(nolink.)um,not going.
martin:why not going?
me:u think my mum will let meh?
martin:maybe..
me:NOT.
martin:ok loh byebye.
me:bye.
hmmhmm.
ok sidetrack.
today i woke up and did what my mom told me to.
not cleaning up of room la.
she said,you ah,eat all the instant noodles then all the bread must throw away!
tomorrow you better eat up all the hotdog bun ah!
so i decided on hotdog bun for breakfast.
i got ready the frying pan,
opened the freezer,
and found that there was absolutely NO HOTDOGS.
so the oil was splattering,the pan was heated and
there was no fraking hotdogs.
so,in the end,out came the maggi mee!
heehee
postpost.
i just woke up.bleuhhh.
i just realised that when i talk to people on the phone,i can get ultra random convers.
like this,
EXAMPLE NO. 1
KRING KRING!
me:hello?
calvin:oi xydon ah.
me:yeah what?
calvin:guess what?
me:what?
calvin:the bleach soul carnival right,i perfect the challenge stage leh!
me:wtf you go die la ccb where got so pro one?
calvin:the boss hit me 1 damage only.
me:.......(wtf.)
calvin:ok byebye.
me:um yeah,bye.
not random enough?
EXAMPLE NO.2
KRING KRING!
me:hello?
ahma:didi ahh?ni men ming tian yao chi shen me?
me:AHMA AHH.ERR,WO YAO CHI CHAO TAO KUEH.MEI MEI HER CHEHCHEH YESI YAO CHI.
ahma:orhh.hao la hao la.byebye.
me:byeb-
-toot toot-
me:..bye........
ok thats not random enough.
EXAMPLE NO. 3
KRING KRING!
me:hello?
martin:hello?do you know who am i?
me:(so obvious la!) martin, what do you want?
martin:you hate me isit?
me:(huh.)walao eh how come you suddenly random call people like that one?
martin:u going funfair tmr?
me:(nolink.)um,not going.
martin:why not going?
me:u think my mum will let meh?
martin:maybe..
me:NOT.
martin:ok loh byebye.
me:bye.
hmmhmm.
ok sidetrack.
today i woke up and did what my mom told me to.
not cleaning up of room la.
she said,you ah,eat all the instant noodles then all the bread must throw away!
tomorrow you better eat up all the hotdog bun ah!
so i decided on hotdog bun for breakfast.
i got ready the frying pan,
opened the freezer,
and found that there was absolutely NO HOTDOGS.
so the oil was splattering,the pan was heated and
there was no fraking hotdogs.
so,in the end,out came the maggi mee!
heehee
12:50 AM
heyheyyoyo people!
ok maybe no one visits my blog liao,but.
WHO CARES!
super hyper now.
so im gonna post till ...i get tired?
lil miss annonimous said that my blog was boring!
sobsobs.
ok maybe its real.
coz i have really been posting.not at all.
so BOOMZ !
today,i am hyper.
and bored.
but its a clash,so i decided on being hyper today.
changed my skin.
and people.
who can organize outing leh?
im very bored at home.
o.o
i dont have anything BIG to post about,
so yeah.
i dont know what to post about.
cause my life is basically just crap,crap and more crap.
the only interesting thing in my life is my friends.
my friends are my life.
it doesnt really matter from which year,4/1,5/3,6/7,1E5,
my friends rock! :DDD
everyone rocks,and i suck.seriously.
now i currently suck in everything.
my grades are like,pangsai.
my gaming skills?i got bested by my friends.
im totally suckish.
o.o
my life is black,my friends are colour.
hahaha.
so,thanks all of you!
for being my friends!
and if this sounds like a suicide post,
IT'S NOT.
hahah.
ok maybe no one visits my blog liao,but.
WHO CARES!
super hyper now.
so im gonna post till ...i get tired?
lil miss annonimous said that my blog was boring!
sobsobs.
ok maybe its real.
coz i have really been posting.not at all.
so BOOMZ !
today,i am hyper.
and bored.
but its a clash,so i decided on being hyper today.
changed my skin.
and people.
who can organize outing leh?
im very bored at home.
o.o
i dont have anything BIG to post about,
so yeah.
i dont know what to post about.
cause my life is basically just crap,crap and more crap.
the only interesting thing in my life is my friends.
my friends are my life.
it doesnt really matter from which year,4/1,5/3,6/7,1E5,
my friends rock! :DDD
everyone rocks,and i suck.seriously.
now i currently suck in everything.
my grades are like,pangsai.
my gaming skills?i got bested by my friends.
im totally suckish.
o.o
my life is black,my friends are colour.
hahaha.
so,thanks all of you!
for being my friends!
and if this sounds like a suicide post,
IT'S NOT.
hahah.
5:01 PM - Sunday, November 15, 2009
ahhhhh.
post post post.
i just realised that instant noodles are awesome.
when you eat it uncooked.
i mean,really really awesome.
but you (most likely) will get a fucking stomachache after you finish eating.
i mean,eating instant noodles like mamee?
shiok man.
and....................
im bored.
to tears/death.
sigh.
post post post.
i just realised that instant noodles are awesome.
when you eat it uncooked.
i mean,really really awesome.
but you (most likely) will get a fucking stomachache after you finish eating.
i mean,eating instant noodles like mamee?
shiok man.
and....................
im bored.
to tears/death.
sigh.
7:13 AM - Friday, November 13, 2009
heyhey yoyos peopple.
ok im posting cause im tired of hearing ppl ask me post.
ok.......
i dunno what to talk..
ok.
BOOMZ!
BOOM BOOM BOOM OH.
lol.
i....am gonna buy christmas presents for my (close)friends.
but for the rest.... sorry not enough money!>.<
shi ting
calvin
brandon(must flip coin first)
joleen
and.............me!
hahah.
i want a beanie for my present,
and a cardigan,
jackets,
and sneakers,
and ipod,
plus giant clunky headphones,
skinnies,
new wardrobe,
more ....clothes?
haha.
plus...someone to do homework for me.
and ....
hmmhmm.
permenant marker,
and alot more.
see im super duper uber guber huber tuber yuber kuper greedy!
hahah.
and most important,
i want ****.
hahah.
its not a sick word yo!
ok im posting cause im tired of hearing ppl ask me post.
ok.......
i dunno what to talk..
ok.
BOOMZ!
BOOM BOOM BOOM OH.
lol.
i....am gonna buy christmas presents for my (close)friends.
but for the rest.... sorry not enough money!>.<
shi ting
calvin
brandon(must flip coin first)
joleen
and.............me!
hahah.
i want a beanie for my present,
and a cardigan,
jackets,
and sneakers,
and ipod,
plus giant clunky headphones,
skinnies,
new wardrobe,
more ....clothes?
haha.
plus...someone to do homework for me.
and ....
hmmhmm.
permenant marker,
and alot more.
see im super duper uber guber huber tuber yuber kuper greedy!
hahah.
and most important,
i want ****.
hahah.
its not a sick word yo!
A R C H I V E S
wasting my life away
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
A F F I L I A T E S
i am anti-social, yeah.
chloeabalonee!
angela!
martin!
cousin yiai!
celine!
andrea!
lilsis amandakoh!
namchin-in-name!
prudence!
the bunch of psycho 1E5 maniacs!
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